Well it is 4 AM and still not time to get up. I am usually up by 4:30 AM but today I am early. I took the day off yesterday to take my wife to the doctor. I spent the whole day inside and did nothing but take care of her. I feel that she is making me a recluse. I don't have any contact with friends or family, except by phone. When I go shopping each week I go by myself because there is no one to go with. I have tried to get my wife to go with me for the last 20 years but she never would. She always had an excuse. I should be angry at her parents, they were the ones who caused this depression she has and with that came other illnesses. Sometimes I think it would be easier if I were not married, since I spend so much time alone now anyway. Well I have my online friends and that makes it a little easier to cope.
Time to go, it is my usual time to get up. So I will go to the job I used to like and come home to my reclusive wife and take care of her as best as I can.
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